Five Little Words


A Note from Eran

**Today marks the one-year anniversary of the Good Mother Project.  On April 15, 2015, we published our very first story – my own story – about how a stranger said 5 little words to me that literally sparked the GMP movement and changed my life. The story we are publishing today strikes such a chord of familiarity that we just had to publish on our one-year anniversary.  We all have the power to change one person’s life with our words. Let’s be kind to one another. Let’s support one another. Let’s be an example of encouragement and sisterhood. After all, we’re all in this together. **



Kylie Blenkorn-pregnantMy pregnancy was far from picture perfect. I’ve written before about the struggle to conceive and touched briefly on the laundry list of pregnancy-related medical issues I endured for 37 weeks until I was finally induced. Because of my high-risk pregnancy, I was no stranger to weekly medical appointments, spending more time sitting in waiting rooms than doing basically anything else. So, when my son was born, healthy but with a mild left clubfoot (a minor congenital deformity), I knew the medical appointments were not ending. Coupled with the fact I was induced at 37 weeks and he was jaundiced and premature, I quickly became my newborn’s booking agent, scrambling to keep track of his ever-growing “social calendar” as best I could, on very little sleep and copious amounts of coffee.

From the weekly trips to Children’s Hospital to have his cast changed, to the blood work, pediatrician visits and ultrasounds “just to be sure,” the first few months of his new life were largely spent in the car driving from appointment to appointment. Hence, when my phone beeped to alert me of our upcoming 3 month check-up with our new family doctor, I was less than thrilled to be reminded of yet another medical appointment. Not only was I a first-time mom, this was a brand new doctor, one I knew very little about but whom I was grateful had agreed to take us on as new patients. Despite my gratitude, I wasn’t looking forward to the appointment, having to answer all the same questions I had likely answered already, just the day before.

As I parked and made my way up the small staircase of the medical building and climbed into the elevator, grateful for the opportunity to put down the heavy car seat cradling my sweet baby boy, I braced myself for what I was certain would be another tedious meeting. When I got inside my doctor’s office and seated in the first waiting room, I was pleasantly surprised to see from the large antique clock on the wall that I had managed to get there, fully dressed with makeup on, not only on-time, but with 5 minutes to spare. As any new mother can attest, getting out of the house and arriving anywhere on-time with a baby in tow was a feat unto itself. My pleasure grew as I was almost immediately called to move into the examining room, and I silently hoped this to be the fastest appointment yet. Less than 5 minutes later, the door opened and the doctor entered, greeting me pleasantly and gushing over how big my son had gotten since his last appointment with her. She began asking the usual questions, all easy to answer, with no causes for concern.

As far as growth and development milestones went, my son was right on track. I proceeded to ask some questions I had about feeding and sleep schedules, to which she answered happily and honestly in what I had quickly learned was her usual down-to-earth manner. I thanked her and just as I was beginning to gather the million and one things you seem to drag along with you when you have a newborn, she stood up and said brightly: “You’re doing a great job!”

I stopped what I was doing and looked up at her.

“Umm, thanks” I mumbled. She took her hand off the door knob and sat back down, reaching for the receiving blanket that had fallen out of my overstuffed diaper bag, handing it to me with a genuine smile. “Really” she said, “you are doing a great job with him!”

I sheepishly thanked her again and she began asking me about how I was feeling, sussing out any signs of postpartum depression or anxiety. We concluded our talk and I walked out into the parking lot to begin loading my son, who had fallen back to sleep soundly, into the car.

Sitting behind the wheel, I replayed the doctor’s words in my head.

Suddenly, my lips upturned into a small smile and tears began streaming down my face. Crying had become a fairly regular occurrence these days, what with the sleep deprivation, medical visits and constant worrying about the well-being of my son, but unlike the other times that I wept, these tears were not those of sadness, fear or frustration. The tears spilling out my eyes, running down my cheeks, were tears of relief. They were the result of those five simple words uttered by the doctor, releasing me from a trap of self-doubt and second-guessing, even if just for a day. After a minute or so, I wiped my face and began the drive home, feeling stronger, in-control and more confident than I had in months.

I didn’t think again about the doctor’s visit until much later that evening when my husband asked how the baby’s check-up went. I told him well and rattled off measurements, confirming our son was on track with growth and development. He apologized for not being able to accompany me to the appointment, asking if the doctor had said anything else important. Pausing for a moment, I sank back into the couch and closed my eyes. “You’re doing a great job” I said.

“Huh?” my husband replied, offering me a puzzled look from the kitchen, where he was reheating left-overs for our dinner.

“No, not you. Me! That’s what she said. To Me. The new family doctor. She said I was doing a great job with the baby, taking care of him and everything.”

“Umm . . .okay. Well, you are! You are doing a great job!” he said as he turned back to the microwave.

I rolled my eyes, thanked my husband and let the matter drop, not wanting to expend what little energy I had left at the end of the day, trying to make him understand the gravity of what the doctor’s words had meant to me.

And it was true, my sweet, caring, oblivious husband did tell me all the time that I was doing a good job but it wasn’t the same. The magnitude of the words from my new found ally, who was not only a doctor but a mother herself, wasn’t easy to explain. I often think back on that time and wonder if she really did know the power she was having by saying those five little words. To this day, three years later, she still remains someone I admire. Not just because she manages to juggle a thriving medical practice, raise two young kids and still manage to keep a warm and funny bedside manner, but because she, whether intentional or not, quashed my self-doubt and lifted my mood with one little sentence.

Truly cognizant of the power of a few words, I try to make it my mission, whenever I see a mom struggling with an overfilled diaper bag, as her child screams bloody murder from its car seat, or pacing the grocery aisle, bouncing and shushing an overtired baby in her arms, to tell her she is doing a great job. Every parent, especially new mothers at their wit’s end, deserves to be hoisted from that cloud of self-doubt, panic, and anxiety that seems to immediately accompany us as we drive out of the parking lot of the maternity ward, and have the luxury of not only hearing but absorbing those five little words.



Kylie Blenkhorn is a first time mom, living outside Vancouver, BC. As a part-time stay at home mom to an almost three year old little man, she splits her time between puddle- jumping and pajama parties and working as a paralegal for a non-profit public education advocacy organization. Find her on Twitter and Instagram.



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One thought on “Five Little Words

  1. Barry Hawksford Reply


    That was truly lovely.
    You are a great Mum and i see it every time i see you and the little man.
    You should be proud of the job that you have done,along with James,who is a dedicated Dad.
    Great story and so well written from the heart.Who could not be touched by it,not me.
    Don’t give up your day job as a Super Mum,but writing could offer you all kinds of opportunities,while the little man grows up.

    Lots of love


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