Daycare isn’t so bad after all. Your baby will make friends, learn, and be loved and cared for. You might make new friends there, too. The other moms all work so it’s a haven for acceptance and non-judgment. It will be a village, Working Mom, and you need one.
Your baby will not love your daycare provider more than you. Yes, it’s possible that one day she may call her “Mama” before she catches herself, but that’s an innocent slip. She’s probably said it to your husband at least once. It’s flattering, really, that yours is the name she thinks of when she wants someone to take care of her and love her unconditionally.
That meeting you missed at work when she was sick? That whole week you missed because she couldn’t kick a fever? It doesn’t matter now and it really never mattered much at all. The earth kept spinning.
Working Mom, you will get some semblance of your life back one day. It will not always be washing bottles and preparing more for tomorrow before starting the bedtime routine every night. You’ll be able to sit and watch a Hallmark movie on your own one day in the future while she runs around with the neighborhood kids. You might even miss her a little during that time, too.
One day, Working Mom, you’ll be giving advice to women who left the workforce and want back in. You’ll have first-hand experience with flex hours, after school care, and sick child care. You’ll be the expert on what meals in a crock pot the whole family will enjoy and how to balance homework and activities in the evening. It’ll feel good, Working Mom, knowing that you can help others because you’ve been there.
In 10 years, Working Mom, you may be in the same job and at the same company. You may have taken a job with a different company. You may have been promoted. However, let me stress what will be the same: you will have been with the same child, loving her, day in and day out for all of those 10 years. You didn’t miss the most important years after all. Remember how you were there for all of them and continue to be?
Oh, Anxious Working Mom Going Back to Work, if there’s one thing I would tell you it’s this: don’t be anxious. Live each day to the fullest, doing what you love for who you love. So many of us have gone down this road before and we’re here for you. You and your baby are going to be just fine. Even great.
A Former Anxious Working Mom
Katy M. Clark is a writer whose work has appeared on Scary Mommy, The Mid, Ten to Twenty Parenting, and For Every Mom. She writes a light-hearted blog, Experienced Bad Mom, where she embraces her imperfections as a mom. Follow her on Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, and Instagram.
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